I lost too much weight after I got sick last week, now I feel my body is so weak :/ okay not too much, just 2 kg -_-. I have some story I want to share in here
first
I know, a really big secret. She's evil, bad girl. I don't know why, what's my fault? but I think She's hate me. I think She's jealous because I close with A. when stdytr, A's sick. I leave her because I promise to him that I want to take some photos with him, but she's not alone. there's someone else beside her. then A's fainting. when I go back, She's start to mad with me, She's said "why you leave A alone? she's sick!". but after that I apologize to A. I hear She's still talk about it until we back to jakarta. someday they ignore me, they keep silent to me. and it turns out She's behind this all. she said "why arifka so close with them (boys). we should give her a lesson. we just ignore her". then they do it to me. while deep inside I'm bleeding. I close with the boys because when sdytr I sitting in the rear of the bus. I start to talk with A, and She said "what are you doing with her!". now I know She's behavior. when I eating at somewhere, I talk about it with A. she's tell me what happen. then I know. thanks :)
honestly, I'm sick with everyone's around me, with their big fake smile and stupid lies. I'm sick and tired of begging you to act a certain way. fuck you with your selfish ways. and I'm annoyed by your actions but because I'm sick and I don't wanna quarrel with you, I act like I'm okay with it. you will never know how much you hurt me.
second
today's really fun. I love drama, we have the best class ever :)
third
I too shy! haha ken still remember that! when we playing together. we were kissing. oh god! he talk to me this evening. the he said "when we playing together, in the refrigerator box, we were kissing haha, that's cool but disgusting". that's really embarrassing moment.
I make the first story deliberately vague.
