that's all not mine. but it's pretty good and I want post in here :)
HEY YOU!"I'm not a perfect girl. my hair doesn't always stay in place and I spill things a lot. I'm pretty clumsy and sometimes I have broken heart. my friends and I sometimes fight and maybe some days nothing goes right. but when I think about it and take a step back I remember how amazing life truly is and that maybe. just maybe. I like being unperfect"
yes, you. stop being unhappy with yourself, you are perfect. stop wishing you looked like someone else or wishing people liked you as much as they like someone else. stop trying to get attention from those who hurt you. stop hating your body, your face, your personality. love them. without those things you wouldn't be you. and why would you want to be someone else? be confident with who you are. smile. it'll draw people in. if anyone hates on you because you are happy with yourself then you stick your middle finger in the air and say screw it. my happiness will not depend on others anymore. I'm happy because I love who I am. I love my flaws. I love my imperfections. they make me me and 'me' is pretty amazing.
WOMAN'S PRAY
ya Allah, I pray for a man that will be a part of my life. a man that really loves You more than everything. a man that lives not for himself but for You. he must know for whom and what he lives, so his life isn't useless. someone that has a wise heart not only a smart brain. a man that not only adores me, but can warn me when I'm wrong. a man that can be my best friend. a man that makes me feel like a woman when I'm beside him. I don't ask for a pefect man but I ask for an imperfect man. a man that needs my support, my love, my prayer for his life. give my Your hands so I always be able to pray for him. give my Your eyes, so I can see good things in him and not see the bad one. give me Your mouth that is filled with Your words of wisdom so I can support him. and I want that finally both of us can say "how great you are" amin.
YOU
I love you. I want to sleep with you. I don't mean have sex. I mean sleep. together. under the blankets, in my bed. with my hand on your chest. and your arms around me. with the window cracked. so it's chilly and we have to cuddle closer. no talking. just sleepy, blissfully happy. silence.