this morning I'll tell about my day
hey last night I dreaming about S and Z. that's beautiful dream that I ever had haha :P
he (S) really close to me. when I sit, I know that he walk around me but I pretending to don't know. I just playing my phone. and suddenly he sit behind me. when I look back I see his face. ow really handsome. I lean on him. I can feel his big tummy haha.
my friend call me and I stand up. after that when I wanna go, he run and stop my step. he look at my eyes. I can't do anyting. his eyes make me melted. he tell me "I like you, I wondering if you wanna be my gf?". ohmygod! I can't say anything on my mind. and he touch my cheek.
the end. and now part two of my dream is...
Z. I see him has a hair. he not bald. but I feel strange on my dream.
that's enough for him (Z).
yesterday I'm happy because all day long I always laughing with my friend. when the class presentation for Bahasa Indonesia, Ifsan, Abyan, and Yoga successful make me laugh until I had stomachache.
but the other side, I mad with Z. He replied my message at 01:00
"that's okay? hm you different from the others, from the girl that I ever met Rif. I'm not see you from 'how you look like'. I love you sincerely".I replied his message and just said,
"I don't know, I still confused."he:
"confused? why? you wondering why I can fall in love with you?"me:
"yeah, like that. whereas, we don't know each other"he:
"I know it, but I believe with my hearts feel, I can love you sincerely, you different from the others, I never see the girl from how she look like but I just see the girl with one things, hearts"me:
"I understand what you mean, but that isn't be so fast. you don't know how about me and I don't know how about you"he:
"okay. I never want to force you be my gf now, but I wanna be so close to you. so we can know know each other"me:
"hm okay, just let it flow"he:
"okay ;)"like that haha. until know I feel nothing with him.
oh man I remember, yesterday when I sit with my friend windy and karin. he (s) come. and he said "heh where's your promise. hokben". I said "but I won't if deliv" haha I'm so glad and my heart beating faster when I near him and see his face :D
