there's someone who like me. he is, I think i'll call him with 'z'.
my friend tell me if he like me because Im kind person and I'm cute :O
today he take me to school in this morning.
and at 21:38 he send me short messages. I don't know what my heart feels. happy, sad, afraid, confused, beating more faster or... whatever.
he write,
"hey Rif honestly, I love you so much. so you want to tell me how about your feeling? if you hate me or feel disturbed with me, just tell me.."and I reply his message,
"that's okay. why you can fall in love with me? I just ordinary girl, im not beautiful. im not clever"but until now, he don't reply my message.
huh I've said that I can't love him more because of some reason.
first, we've different religions. he's christian. and I'm muslim.
second, my parents tell me that I should listen what they say. "you must have commitment. how if you really fall in love with him? before that happen, don't you do it"
third, I'm still confused with 'what my heart fell'. I love someone else and I still can't forget S. if I accept him to my live, Im afraid he'll be disappointed with what I do.
Im so sorry. but I think you can find someone else better than me. why you choose me?
I think we can't be in relationship. just friend. I think it's better :)
no one knows what will happen to me
to be continue....
