I even don't know who you are

I dunno why but I start to melt when I see your dimple on the side of your smile. you can make my heart beat more faster than usually. you can make me smile and think of you all the time, I can forget my sadness day when I see you. I can't forget your smile, your style, your smell. I really want spend all my time just with you.

okay I know, it just past. no one can understand what I feel now, it just confusing. I love the way you laugh, you looks cute. I even love it when you make me mad and don't know why. I love how when you upset me, you try so hard to make it better. I love you insanely deeply. you promise that you always love me. but one day you broke it. you really ruin my heart and everything. I just love you because I do. until now. I wish I didn't but It's only feelings so I can't resist. that's how love is. I wanna forget you but I can't. It's really hard to do. your name still on my mirror. I just try to hide it all. it's over now.

honestly, I really need someone who can make me feel what-love-is-it now, not you but someone else. I just want to feel how to loving and how be loved. I want make my day with someone who love me.

I know it's stupid thing and I know you don't care. but I'm not going to be one of those pathetic girls whose worlds stops just because of a guy :)