Don't be afraid to be yourself!

me?

I touchy
I rarely smile with anyone.
I cry easily, but I can't show it if there's many people.
I have a bad temper.
I ever smoked but I've stop it since I wearing veil
I can fall in love easily. dammit.
I'm a sucker for horror movies. Even the bad ones.
honey star is my all time favorite snack.
chucky's doll! I deeply want this!
I have kind of an obsessive personality. When I like something, I love it.
I still watch Spongebob Squarepants.
I am still lil afraid of the dark, especially when I let my imagination run wild.
I was a total tomboy growing up. Sometimes, I still am.
I've wearing glasses since 4th grade.
I love goosebumps's book!
I've been wearing braces about 2 years
Sometimes I hate feel alone when there's many people around me.
I love drawing

and I'm proud to be my self :)

surprises for our chairman class

Happy Birthday Gede Adhi Mahayoga!

he's 17! his birthday on april 10, but we (xi ipa 1) celebrate his birthday on 11. after school, we make surprise for him. when we come to his house, he was go to make ktp. when he come and open the door, suddenly we singing 'Happy Birthday' for him. after that, we throw and spill some eggs and wheat flour to him haha. I borrow his camera to take some pict at this moment. it was fun :)

that's really me

looks from my looklet 2
it just simple style but looks cool for me. with Gold Digger Earrings, Thomas Sabo Necklace, Monore Necklace, 2 Blimey Necklace, Lotta Djossou Necklace and Playwatch Necklace. more cool with tattoo on right arm, camera and apple in her right hand. look simple with Levi's Top, United Colors of Benetton Pants and All Star Converse Shoes. more complete with Vogue Tights, Wolford Tights and Miu Miu Bag. underwear used is Bikini O* S fashion.

girly

looks from my looklet 1
there's no other choice! I post my create in here because I've to try to save it on my looklet but it never success, always error! so here is it!
http://looklet.com/user/470270

I even don't know who you are

I dunno why but I start to melt when I see your dimple on the side of your smile. you can make my heart beat more faster than usually. you can make me smile and think of you all the time, I can forget my sadness day when I see you. I can't forget your smile, your style, your smell. I really want spend all my time just with you.

okay I know, it just past. no one can understand what I feel now, it just confusing. I love the way you laugh, you looks cute. I even love it when you make me mad and don't know why. I love how when you upset me, you try so hard to make it better. I love you insanely deeply. you promise that you always love me. but one day you broke it. you really ruin my heart and everything. I just love you because I do. until now. I wish I didn't but It's only feelings so I can't resist. that's how love is. I wanna forget you but I can't. It's really hard to do. your name still on my mirror. I just try to hide it all. it's over now.

honestly, I really need someone who can make me feel what-love-is-it now, not you but someone else. I just want to feel how to loving and how be loved. I want make my day with someone who love me.

I know it's stupid thing and I know you don't care. but I'm not going to be one of those pathetic girls whose worlds stops just because of a guy :)