Your (fake) Feelings

this suck nite make me bored. so I wanna post something in here :)
I copying from others page. checkitout.

Girl: Your new girlfriend is pretty.
I bet she stole your heart

Boy: Yeah...she is.
But you're still the most beautiful girl I know.

Girl: I hear she's funny and amazingg.
Everything I wasn't.

Boy: She sure is.
But she is nothing compared to you.

Girl: I bet you know everything about her by now.
Like you knew everything about me.

Boy: Only the stuff that counts.
I can't even remember half the stuff she says because I'm too busy thinking of you.

Girl: Well, I hope you guys last.
Because we never didn't.

Boy: I hope we do too.
What ever happened to me and you?

Girl: Well, I gotta go.
Before I start to cry.

Boy: Yeah...me too.
I hope you don't cry.

Girl: Bye...
I still love you

Boy: Later...
I never stopped.

I still wonder, what is the meaning of Love? is 'it' really exist? or it just a simple word that anyone can easily spell it?
If you still faking your feelings, then you'll never get what you want.

can you learn something from that ? :)

Birth and Death in the Family Album

There's a long story associated with the picture Christine Regan sent in. She wasn't sure who was in this image, but hoped it depicts Louisa Whitford Hannay (1847-1897). Unfortunately, it's more likely Eva Grace Hannay Mitchell (born 1890). Just about everyone in Christine's family is gone and she's left with a pile of mystery images. It's a shame that no one in the family ever passed on the identity of these two young women. Eva lived until 1982!

As a young child, Eva's mother, Louisa gave her to an aunt to raise. Louisa had tuberculosis and couldn't care for her child. Instead, Alvilla Whitford Stanford (1848-1908) raised Eva, but according to family lore, the two never really bonded.

Could one of these women be Eva? Christine really wanted one of the women to be Louisa, but the clothing style with the short skirts, combined with their young ages, rules out a woman born in 1847. Both wear calf-length summer dresses with tiered skirts and ruffled bodices. Their pointy shoes, dresses and short hair all suggest a date in the late 1910s to early 1920s. Eva would have been 30 in 1920. If she's in this photo, then she's a young-looking woman, but perhaps there is another answer.

The identical dresses suggest an occasion or a relationship. I think the two girls look a bit alike. Similar mouths, and same-shaped face. Perhaps they're sisters. One of Louisa's daughters, Maude Hannay Sollitt (died in 1936) had three daughters born in 1898, 1902 and 1908. As for the occasion, that's still a mystery.

Jackie McGuire sent in this picture with a heartbreaking story. A family story relates the tragedy of Elsietta Burns: "She was a much-beloved little girl, they say, but one day she was outside playing under the cherry tree and eating lots of cherries. She didn't know to spit out the pits and they killed her before the family could do anything for her."

about my blog :)

I make this blog just for fun and just for myself. dan juga buat iseng aja sih. sebenernya gua gamau blog gua dibaca sama orang. weird baget ya gua. kalo orang liat pasti dikomentarin "yaudah gausah punya blog kalo gamau diliat sama orang"

honestly I'm too shy to show this blog to other people, I dunno why. takut aja. tapi internet luas. tetep aja pasti ada orang yang ngeliat blog gua. like usually, I always open my blog with my pc. abis gua otak atik blog gua, historynya langsung gua hapus haha. ya itu tadi, gua takut blog gua dibaca sama orang. and I won't let my parents and my brother know about that. bahkan di twitter, facebook dan semacamnya gua ga pernah posting apa apa tentang blog gua. bahkan ngomongin tentang blog atau blog orang lainpun gua gapernah. jadi gua diem and pretending not to know that I have blog loh (?) soalnya gua takut kalo blog gua diliat kalangan temen temen gua, dan kalo gua salah nulis mereka bakal ngomongin gua. kalo ada hal yang buat mereka tersinggung gimana? yang mau disalahin siapa? blognya? bukan kan? terus siapa? pasti yang nulis. yang nulis siapa? gua!
hih ribet.

harap maklum deh, saya ini remaja labil.

Today

well, gua ketagihan nulis sesuatu di blog.




sore ini gua ngetik didepan komputer dan masih pake baju seragam sekolah yang kumel abis. dan memang kebiasaan gua males banget ganti baju seragam. tapi ya you know lah kalo cewe, mau pake baju sekumel apa juga ga bakalan bau. ga kaya cowo, kepanasan dikit aja keringetnya ngucur. mending wangi, ini keringetnya bau banget naga. bhaha


sambil lidah gua bersihin sesuatu di behel gua, karena ada coklat dari wafer TimTam yang nyangkut gua mikirin cowo itu lagi. ohmygod! I think you should forget her and find someone new. gila kali ya tu cewe, cuek banget sama pacarnya sendiri. kasian banget, mending sama gua ajah. okay that's enough. don't write something about him, nanti keterusan.


oh iya,
hari ini surga banget. pelajarannya cuma sedikit, tas enteng, ga cape haha. pulang sekolah gua pulang barengan gendra naik motor. dia sahabat gua, 2 tahun sekelas pas smp. sekarang satu sekolahan lagi.
pas pulang dunia kaya neraka, panasnya naujubileh. nyampe rumah gua menemukan rumah gua tanpa penghuni. sepi. anjir gua ditinggal pergi. tau tadi ga ada orang dirumah, mending gua main disekolah sama temen temen sampe sore. dirumah juga gua ga ada kerjaan. bawaannya males.


sampe depan pager gua nemuin kertas yang disangkutin di sela sela pager.
tulisannya "KUNCI DITITIP DI BU SUGENG"
bu sugeng itu tetangga depan rumah gua. gua mengenali ciri ciri dari tulisan tersebut. itu ditulis oleh tangan bapak gua tercinta. see ? dengan adanya kertas itu gatau kenapa gua malu. gua mikir kalo ada tamu yang dateng kerumah gua gimana ? nemuin kertas itu ? aih malu sumpah.


tanpa pikir panjang gua langsung masuk ke dalem rumah, ternyata kuncinya ada di *........*
berarti kertas tadi ????? GA GUNA ! well, karena panas gua langsung masuk dan ajaibnya gua lupa itu kunci masih gantung di depan pintu. gua langsung aja geletak di tempat tidur. tas berantakan, kaos kaki berserakan. gimana kalo ada maling masuk ?? ga sempet mikir yang kaya gitu gua udah tidur. haha geblek


tau tau nyokap bokap udah disamping kasur, dengan ngomong agak sedikit ngebentak bokap bilang "kok kunci masih ada di depan pintu ? kalo ada orang masuk gimana ?" gua kebangun. anjir tadi ga mimpi apapun. gua dengan santainya bilang "aelah selow ae napa pah" sambil ngulet, kaya ga ada beban apapun -_-


gua kebangun juga karena satu hal. ade gua nangis mulu. kenapa ya ? mungkin karena dia baru bisa liat jadinya gitu deh. tapi sekarang dia lucu. udah bisa senyum senyum kalo diajak bercanda.
actually gua gasuka yang namanya anak kecil. mereka itu ngebosenin. waktu awal awal gua punya ade, rasanya ga enak. gua ngerasa tersaingi. BANGET. maklum lah gua anak terakhir. dan ade gua juga yang membuat gua ga betah dirumah. you know what, semenjak ada dia gua diabaikan. envy abis. semua keluarga gua cuma tertuju padanya. uwouwo~


dulu yang namanya disuruh ngajak bercanda ade gua, paling gabisa. abis ga ada ekspresi apa apa kalo gua ajak ngomong. kan malesin banget. sekarang sekarang aja gua mau soalnya dia udah bisa senyum. tapiii kalo udah soal bikin nangis anak kecil gua jagonya haha. pernah waktu itu gua ledekin sampe nangis kejer dan malemnya ga tidur haha. oke gua jahat.


ga kerasa sekarang udah mau jam setengah 8 malem aja, dan gua belom mandi. besok ada ulangan matematika pula pas pulang sekolah. harus prepare buat besok dan belajar *sok

sekian

Grumpy Toast

ya, saya adalah seorang yang pemarah-tapi bukan roti bakar. itu hanyalah judul belaka.

hari ini kerjaan gua cuma mikirin tugas yang ga ada habisnya. tugas yang ngasih siapa ?
The answer is TEACHER. yeah hell.

sekarang jam berapa sih ?
*mengalihkan topik pembicaraan diatas -_-
hm

Honestly gua lagi galau sekarang. dalem hati gua bilang "mudah mudahan orangnya ga baca setelah gua nulis tentang dia di blog ini" amin.

begini ceritanya,
now, I fall in love with someone who has a girlfriend.
sometimes I say to myself "I should be able to get the guy" or "no, don't you ever think to get him. he doesn't like you"
But it's possible to steal her boyfriend to be mine HA-HA *cruel
he have something that make me interested. handsome, cute and he's kind. and I like the groove of your talk boy :)
I feel your fever

for long time, I waiting for someone to loving. (kesepian ceritanya)
what should I do ? so I wanna take him from her to be me.
yeah, actually I can find another guy, but now I just want him. haha maksa banget
:O

I hate his girlfriend. I think she doesn't love him anymore. she just played with him. she's DISGUSTING. she just can hurt you but beside it you feel happy when you near her. I know, she have anything that I haven't, and she can get you easilly.
hhhhh
I can't do anything and now I just can waiting. someday you'll know, you've take wrong decision.

it feels good to feel this way, I think :(
nyeh, daripada jadian ? mending kaya gini terus. tapi nyakitin juga sih. ya mau gimana lagi coba?

Inilah galau

damned indecision and cursed pride, kept my love for him locked deep inside.

catatan:
sumpah lebay banget ini -____-

BOSEN

saking bingungnya gua gatau mau nulis apa.

oke jujur sekarang gua bosen, jadi gua otak atik sesuatu biar ga bosen. gua online facebook, twitter tapi itu juga ga menghilangkan kebosanan gua yang semakin menjadi jadi.
akhirnya gua buka plurk, friendster tapi ga posting apa apa. and it's mean "TETEP BOSEN".
dan pilihan terakhir jatuh sama blog gua yang jadul ini haha, sebelumnya gua gapernah posting apa apa. tapi kali ini gua akan coba. yeah semangat -_-
ujungnya juga pasti curhat
hm seperti biasa, malem minggu kelabu. ga smsan sama siapapun, bbm sepi, ga ada yang ngajakin jalan, ga ada yang mampir mampir kerumah. pokoknya membosankan. kebetulan minggu ini gua boros, ada sih temen yang ngajakin jalan. tapi apa daya (˘_˘")

daripada makin sedih mending udahan deh, lagian udah malem, mending tidur. lumayan deh sekarang buat iseng iseng haha. besok lagi deh ya :)