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last week Im hangout with my friend, Iiq. I kinda miss her. I miss how we watch horror movie together and omegle time haha, I miss you :(
I sent her text. maybe I wanna hangout with her tomorrow. hm I think bookstore not bad. we're gonna find some stuff, books, clothes, and DVD. it's all the things that me and Iiq like.
"Relationships are messy and people's feeling get hurt"
that's true. my friends get hurt because their boyfriend/girlfriend. they can't keep the relationship because many little thing wich they can't solve.
As tired and miserable feeling as I am today. you know, I freaking hate chemistry! I don't get it when the teacher said about the matherial, it just like 'blah blah blah blah blah' thats words are swimming through my ears. I hate when I want someone to do a simple task and they make the shit difficult hhh.
Everything got soo messed up today, why why why~ I jealous with my close friend. gah they always together, I can see with my eyes!!!! but he said to me when she leaves "hey I wanna go home" then he stroked the top of my head with his fingers. aku galau.

ah let's talk about Brendon,
he is Young, Wild, and Free.
That's it. I'm sleepy. bye. I love you brends.

hayhay

hello. thanks to everyone who send me birthday greetings :)
I'm dying, already. Every second I get closer, older.
when Lebaran day, before we eat ketupat and opor ayam, we(my family) usually apologized to each other. Just can't help my self to not let my tears fell down. I'm not strong enough. after that we visit neighbours and my others family. we went by car. Last year we're 5, now we're 7 with my sister and lil cousin.
oh I make my own script haha. the contents is about my imagination about twilight movie. you know, It'll be more interesting if you are the main character on your script. You can be what do you want.
on holiday, so lazy to go out. one important thing that I loving to do, sleep. I ever sepend my day with 65% sleep. ha! what a good day. even I said to mom "Mom please lemme get over-sleep during the holiday. It'll be something rare when school days come." at night before I go to school, "I'm wide awake and I have school at 7am, I get up at 5am though. I wish I didnt have school tomorrow errr" haha
I entered the classroom with yawn face. I get one special gift for yulianih, my best friend. mmm my parents gimme gift too, new glasses. now I have KTP haha. honestly I still want it, chucky's doll for my gift but the problem is who wants to buy me that doll????
now I fall in love with brendon again. I change my background on twitter with his photo, you are so damn cute brends :* ♥ Omg omg why is brendon urie so perfect?! Yepp! He's gorgeous! brendon looks soooo cute. I just want to hug him really tight! Or stay with him every night haha :3 okay I remember, P!ATD will be performing at senayan, Jakarta on sept. 20th with Yellowcard and Bad Religion. but until now the Big Daddy promoter still can't announce the price of concert tickets Big Wave 2011. september 20. Tuesday?, god I have go to school wtfh (╥﹏╥)
hiks. now forget it. talk about something else. okay about my hair, now my hair is soooo long. I said to mom "Mom I wanna cut my hair. it's too long" "no" "why?" "Because I said no" annoying.



ttyl. I'll tell you another story about my day.

Edward ♡

I want a vampire boyfriend. Where's Edward Cullen when you need him? #tiredofsinglelife
I've watching twilight, new moon and eclipse. now I waiting for breaking dawn part 1. They're just romantic, Edward and Bella.
I have stories. Yesterday, I watching eclipse with my mom. There's kissing scene. They're starting in the beginning, damn. She said 'hey ....', ah forget it -_- but I just pretending not looking.
Okay, the awkward moment when I was watching the kissing scene and my mother was sitting right beside me (˘_˘")
let me make this clear, I love Edward NOT Robert. How I wish he is real (-'⌣'-ʃƪ)
last night I searching pict edward and bella. I post it on my tumblr. now I just wondering about everything, including about my love stories haha
after I have meal, I sleep again. then I dreamed about edward. weird.
I hear my things moving. someone was definitely in my room while I was sleeping. Edward Cullen? #whattasuckdream
Edward, you hard to find. lucky to have!
I love vampire!!! lol

Holiday in Ramadhan. I seriously need to get out of the house today but I got nowhere to go so I'll just rot in this bed. I'm really starting to think that mom just wants me to sit in this house. I'm about to freak out.
hey tomorrow is my birthday. I'm 17. hope tomorrow will be my day :)
God please bring me someone into my life haha amin.