monday morning

you sure look fine, cool, stand at there in front of the others. he's really dashing.
I can't stop smiling haha :3

just a smile

"just a smile". this is how I keep my head up. keep a smile even when I'm going through hell-day.
frestea, happytos corn chips, taro, chicki ball, looklet, facebook, and this blog accompany me now.
today is useless day. I just, bored. didn't go any studying, didn't out. holymoley. hey, my plants (red beans) grow well in my plastic cups. glad to now that right? yeah, after my other plants (green beans sprout) not grow. and I get 65 for my score. how tragic.
sometimes I'm askin myself why I do some things for you. Why I keep tryin. Why I do this or that. then I know that I....... okay please -_-
well, when we first met I don't feel anything. but, after that 'moment' I felt that he's the only one who cares with each other. he's a kind of nice person and he's really nice to talk with. and he's like my ... who always makes me feel happy. when I get down he's always there beside me. I can forget any problem when I near him. he's everything to me but on the other hand idk how to say that I really love him. I'm not brave enough to say and I'm a girl. I just can wait until he knows it. but it's impossible. see, I am doing what I can but I can't so you know that's a bit too hard to explain. I'll keep you in mind through out my day, thank you for this smile you put on my face ◦'⌣'◦ and I keep this lovely smile on for you hehe.
for that girl. yeah, you. how lucky you are! can get that person into your life. he's nice person, I beg you, don't you ever broke his heart :)




you can't be replaced by the other.

old-odd

looks from my looklet 6
ready for odd party!

pink!

looks from my looklet 5
looks nice and sweet, your boss will flirt you! lol.

you

I hate how you can be close friends with someone then you forget me.
and now, you *bipbip* with someone else. God, please help me to handle my feeling about him. I make another mistake again :(
ill miss all of you. Okay please don't be sad now.
It's always my fault right! my bad, always with the wrong person.
Hope you had an awesome time with her. I do have a choice. so I choose that I'll keep this feeling in my heart and let you go with her :')
when the first time I 'like' you, I think that we never be together more than friend. but I can't resist, it just a feeling.
about my heart, I hope I get it fixed for good soon.

and for "my friend", I hate when I think I can trust you. I never want to tell my story with you again. you can't keep my secret. I really really hate you.

double sad

thanks for asking, you betrayed my trust.
loving you is my biggest mistake.